The title of my blog is "Search My Heart & Soul" & ultimately, I want God to truly know me. Inside & out. Yes, I know He already does, but I want to show Him, too.
Where is my heart & soul these days?
To be honest, I'm not one to post anything full of complaints or negativity.
But my heart is in a major funk this past month.
No, it hasn't consumed my entire being, but it's near to it.
I've realized where my heart is lately,
and it's in a state of constant change.
I can't even begin to explain how that feels
but it's not a good or bad feeling. It's just....there.
I still enjoy the same things, like worship, sports, watching sports, having girls nights.
But, my heart is only 3/4 in it these days. Is this funk normal?
Many things have been unsettled on my heart this past month
but it's nothing to sincerely worry about. So why do I still let
them consume my heart? Get. Out.
I know the Lord loves me and is proud of me,
but sometimes I don't feel like I'm doing well enough.
I was reminded, though, today, by a friend, that I don't need to earn God's love.
I've heard that millions of times, and I believe it, but I needed that reminder.
I.DONT.NEED.TO.EARN.GOD'S. Love.
Point blank.
Dear heart, get out of this funk so I can get back to the busy-ness of my life.
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