Is it just me?

Recently, I've been told that I am such a weird/different woman because I don't
sit back and plan out my future in the light of my children, my husband, my wedding,
marriage, my engagement ring, who will be in my wedding, how I want to design my house, the trips I want to take for my honeymoon, etc.

Excuse me for being a bit different, but when God has set things up for me, then I will follow those and then plan accordingly.

No, I'm not saying if you do plan things out that I think it's stupid. It's cute. Yes.
Until I'm drowning in Your love tonight
I'm only drowning in Your love

But... there's more to life than setting up your heart for possibly letdowns.
God won't let me down. That's the one thing I am 100% positive about in my life.
The other things that may happen, like my marriage to my future husband, is questionable because
it's not in my hands.

Just had to vent a bit.
But, ultimately, I'd like to say that I'm not "different" in a bad way. In fact, I take pride in my differences.

1 Corinthians 2:9

However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him"