WOW.
It's been since February that I've blogged.
I saw a friend of mine starting a blog, and came back to mine....read through a few posts
and legit started crying. I've been so blessed and even MORE blessed since February.
So, I'm going to try and update as much as possible without this being a million words...
Camp Wakefield: Started and ended just as quick. BUT, it was a transforming week for the teens and for us counselors. I led worship there and ended up doing 2 hours of worship every night for 7 days. Needless to say, my fingers blistered/calloused, my voice went away, and I'm exhausted beyond words, but it was worth it. To close my eyes for two seconds while singing "More I Seek You" and "You Are For Me" and then opening them to see EVERY single camper up front, standing or praying at the alter, with raised hands...yeah....that's a successful God-week. I made new friends, made current friendships stronger, stomped on the devil and his schemes, and on top of that, I was able to strengthen my relationship with God while strengthening my relationship with Stephen. A week before camp, God laid it on Stephen's heart to be a counselor at camp. I stepped out of the way for that one, knowing he was being selfless about it, instead of just wanting to be with me that week. God was right. Stephen followed what God desired of him and that week changed him, those kids who hung out with, and us. God is good. So good. The following verse is now our (Stephen & I) life verse as a couple, individuals, etc.
"Here's another way to put it: You're here to be light, bringing out the God-colors in the world. God is not a secret to be kept. We're going public with this, as public as a city on a hill. If I make you light-bearers, you don't think I'm going to hide you under a bucket, do you? I'm putting you on a light stand. Now that I've put you there on a hilltop, on a light stand—shine! Keep open house; be generous with your lives. By opening up to others, you'll prompt people to open up with God, this generous Father in heaven." - Matthew 5:14-16 (Message)
Family: Family is good. My relationship with my family, parents and brother/sis in law, has been great. We all hang out more than we used to and I enjoy knowing that I have their support.
Friends: I've really struggled with this one. I've noticed that I'll randomly get text messages from friends saying they miss me, etc. And I think it's sweet, but I'm a guilt-ridden person. I've really been focusing on my relationship and all of my other friendships that coincide with church that I barely have time for any other friends. I know, I'm awful for that, but I'm still content with who is in my life, whether or not I see them daily or monthly. The most encouraging friends that I can honestly say have lifted me up recently include Sarah, Stephen, and Wendy. They've been SO encouraging always and I love them to death. God's blessed me with people who lift me up constantly. :)
Church: My goodness. I love my church. The pastors, messages, people, etc. It's been SO fulfilling to be a congregation member at times and yet still serve on the worship team, rather than on the worship team every single service. I've battled that for a while too, and still do, but I know what's best for me spiritually, and that is to receive and then serve. I know quite a few people who already support me with this, and some that do not. However, I serve God, not people....and I know what His desires are for me. My church has blessed me, that's for sure. I love everything about it. The most recent message I heard was about "God's calling" and phhhewwww it reached out to me hardcore. Thanks for being obedient, pastors, and preaching a message directly to me.
Relationship: Words couldn't even begin to explain how blessed I am with Stephen and how God fulfilled His promises through this man. Running towards God is one awesome privilege....but running towards God with Stephen by my side is the most abso-freaking-lutely amazing thing ever. He's blessed me more than he knows and He's challenged me to become closer to God, which is exactly what I need. I'm so excited to spend my life with him and glorify God through it all. "City on a Hill" as one.... I just love that thought of being two strong Christ-followers shining God's love to any and every one who comes our way.
School: Don't get me started here. I"m a bit worried about this. I'm supposed to "walk" the stage in the Spring but couldn't afford my three summer classes so this may put me behind. But I'm just SO ready to be done. Praying for this aspect of my life.
Everything else: I'm loved by the King. He's amazing and legit never lets me down.....Blessed. SO blessed.
Until next time,
J. King
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