This will very much be my most vulnerable post ever.
I'm confused. I'm feeling a bit of emptiness for the first time in a very long time.
I'm a brave, strong person. I am.
But this situation, I have no control over.
I dont know what to do. How to react. How to even pray about it.
Sounds crazy, but I feel empty and for the first time, useless.
I want to wipe the situation she may face, out of her life.
I'm human. I'm thinking of what may happen if this comes out to be what "they" think.
I'm feeling a sense of death and loss in my heart already. What is wrong with me?
I'm hypocritical. Here I am, telling everyone, "God's got you. He's got me."....& I'm sitting
here just full of sadness, questioning everything.
I'm praying.
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